Sunday, November 7, 2010

::A HOPE::

You





B,syg kmu,cinta kmu,indu kamu....

:: Hip2 hurray::

FINAL EXAM FOR CSC SUBJECT ENDED...

alhamdullillah...
dat da only magic word comes out through my mouth in dis evening...
all things run smoothly..hepi sbb stdi..x expect pn skln cm2..tp bleh laa lulus...(nk A??harapan laa ko madihah... crrymrk ciput,,haha)

so,aftr bis exam sggh nk mam nsi aym..tp pkir2 mls laa,..mam laksa suda...hiihi...
then,mlm je dya ajk g mam KFC..che farah ngidam nk mam KFC...ak nie acteli mls..tp pkir2 sume org kua n tade spe pn..baek ak follow..agk TRAUMA cket laaa nk dk sorg2 kt umh..tp BE STRONG..ALLAH kan ade...

so,balik2 umh kms bju...selesai jer,ngtok pn dtg ler...msg EN bf ckp nk tdo..haruslah ngntok sbb ak tdo bpe jam je smlm...BUKAN!!BUKAN!!bkn stdi pn..tp pewot ak wat hal..ak xley tdo..rupenya pewot memulas gler2 babeng..nk hadas besaq..glerr,,,..

skrg pewot ak da kmbli normal..hihi...nsb baek..alhmdlah...:)
Bosan ler nnt sbb jija nk blik umh esk pgi...tade teman nk dgr luahan hati ak..dgr ak cte sal bf ak..dgr ktorg gdoh ari2,,..uwaaa...:(

mlm td sume adik brdik ak lik kmpung..(umh ak laa)..sbb nk wat solat hajat specially wat ABAH..eh abg nik xblik sbb wife die muntah2..trok kot...xpelaa..pregnant kn..:)

semoga abah cepat2 sembuh yer..we ol syg abah dunia n akhirat..amin...

ngtok laa plk...
p/s: syg kmu laa kamey bonyamin...muah..
cam ngntok laa plk nie...adess...nite ebribody...:))

Thursday, November 4, 2010

:: 3 magic words::




Love Comments

:: falling with ue::

zwani.com myspace graphic comments

:: HARI-HARI GADOH..tapi SAYANG::


what is da best word to describe my feeling rite now???argghhhh...dats it.
I LOVE UE,B..


zwani.com myspace graphic comments

falling for ue,kamey bonyamin


I MISS YOU,B....


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B, i will always b your...
no doubt b...only ue in my life..nobody can ever replace ue in ma heart...
ak wat entry ni sbb ak br jer gdoh ngn en.bf ak..ummm...jija rum8 ak pn da penat dgr ktorg gdoh...kdg2 die gelak2 dgr ak gdoh ngn en.bf..manje sgt en.bf ak nie...yelaa..ak kan dk jaoh..tuh die isau tuh...isau ak curang...omg!!ta penah pkir da skrg nie...dluk agk laa player cket..tp skrg ak da nekad da..nk jd pencinta yg setia kt encik bf ak...
SYG B LEBIHHHH
laa..

kekdg ak ade ckp... 'b, syg nie bkn ler gojes gler +vast gler smpi ade org nk ngorat..'
die reply..'alaa..b tau laaa..b ni laki.. syg tuh comel laa jgk..mst ade gk yg pndg'...
erkkkkk...lau de yg pndg pn..wut shud i do,b?jerit kt dorg...'hey.im taken..dun ue ever look at me or staring at me....cm2?tah2 nt dorg ckp..'ekeleh...bajet hot?prasan lbih...haha..xke malu 2..xpelaa..dorg nk tgk ke ape kt...lantak laa b..jnji b jer lam ati syg..dun worry b...xkan ade yg dpt goyahkan takhta b lam ati syg...im really2 sure bout dis my dear :))



skrg nie,encik bf ak marah ktku..sbb??ak dok komen2 ngn dak2 laki kt fb..hukhuk..da tau die xske even kwn jer...tp ak still wat gk..ummm..mane die xmrh kn?my mistake gk...but i didn't mean it dear..im so sowy..saje2 jer...komen2 pn xpernh melampaui bts..ak tau die syg ak gler2..tp xkan laa sbb tuh die nk mrh sgt..even ak kol pn die x agkt..text pn,x rply ..ummm.....SERIOUSLY, im damn SAD....



dedicated dis song specially 4 ue,dear..

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I Miss You

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

(I miss you)
p/s: plz forgive me ,my dear....;'(

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

:: HARI YANG MEMBOSANKAN::

dinner wit my daddy,my sis and bro in law

ni lah abah shaye yg shaye syg
GET WELL SOON,ABAH.. WE ALL LOVE U TILL DA END OF OUR LIFE




ni lah die buah hati cinta shaye..encik mohd kamey



dirimu dan diriku


finally,ak da stat rajin mem'blog'kan dirik ak..lalala..
arini cm bese tdo bgun kul3 lbh..haha..gler..smlm tgk mubie bis kul6.30am..lau x clp ak laa...gler kn?da bertukar kitaran idop as normal human being..buhahaha..org bgn tdo kul6am,ak br nk tdo..penangan nye,kul2,3 ptg ak br bgn...hahahaa.....arwah MA tau ank die cmner...tp ma bebel jer..x penah mrh..mmm..tbe2 jer indu kt arwah MA...i wish u were here Mom..
REALLY MISS U SO MUCH..

Monday, November 1, 2010

Final Exam 2010 YG SGT2 TAH PAPER

dis is me...hehe


my daddy n my step mom, che sue
Align Center

hi my blog...
lme gler x ngadap bende alah nie...
juz lets get it started...
ADVANCE INDUSTRIAL RELATION??

APEKAHH????
dis was my 1st paper..my worst worst paper ive ever had...
ummm nsb laa labu..ak pn tatau laaa..xley nk stdi due to my family prob...ak xley nk disclose sgt sbb cm privacy cket..agpn ak xnk tagih simpati org kt ku...ak juz share my prob ngn my rumATE jija n my fwen dya...juz ape yg berlaku ade hikmahnye..da 2x tiket bus ak burn..tp xpe laa...ak redha dgn sume2 nya itu..sume2 yg berlaku akn wat ak n akak ak.atirah menjdi lbh tabah n kuat...kami x slhkn abah,..sbb kami tau tuh bkn drik abah yg sbnr2nyer..tp kami takot..sume yg terjadi pd ari tuh jumaat 22hb 0ct kul3.30am akan tersemat di dlm hati dan x kan pernah kami lupekan..it was a nite mare 4 both of us...antara idop dan mati...KAMI x sangka abah ley wat camtu sdgkn kami nie darah daging abah marah abah d luar kawalan..tp mujur lah ALLAH tu masih ada menolong kami..mungkin anda d lua sane xpnh rase sume2 nie..tp inilah ujian dr ALLAH...KAMI redha dan pasrah dgn ujianNya..experiences will teach us n make me to become more moral n mature person...
THANX A LOT to ENCIK N PUAN NEIGHBOURS...lau xde jiran ak nie,ak tatau laaa cner keadaan skrg nie...*sdey sgt2..ALLAH jer tau...
ABAH saya SAKIT.. bkn sakit tenat..tp ironinye inside himself.. ABAH,sowy sbb x pay attention kt abah before dis ktorg tatau abah ade symptom BIPOLAR DISORDER..
kami xpnh kesah...sbb kami tgk abah sehat n kuat jer...bersemangat jitu..tp RUPA-rupanya ABAH da lame kena symptom nie kami xrealize pn abah..kami xsuke abah sbb abah berubah sgt2..so drastic!!perangai abah panas baran+salu bangga diri+salu ckp besar MACAM2..BUATKAN kami benci abah tp MAAF sbb kami TAK PENAH TAU..tak pernah bermaksud SELAME nie ABAH kne symptom nie...abah lah org penting lam idop kami after MA pergi menyahut seruan ILLAHI hanya doa sahaja mampu mengiringi abah semoga abah tenang d dunia yg baru..

YA ALLAH YA TUHAN
sesungguhnya hanya padaMu
ak memohon
YA ALLAH,
sembuhkanlah penyakit abah ku
bimbinglah abah ku ke jalan yg diredhai oleh Mu
tetapkanlah keimanan dalam hatinya
permudahkanlah kehidupannya
YA ALLAH,
kembalikanlah ABAH kami yg dulu
KAMI sgt2 rindukan dirinya yg dulu
AMIN..
* abah saya masih idop skrg dlm menjalani rawatan. full of his life now depends on his new fwen,medicine..abah kne makan ubat spjg hayat abah.
sedey tp itulah dugaan dan ujian dr ALLAH...

BIPOLAR DISORDER??
it is one of sympthom that will make peep stress,angry n so on..
wanna knoe it deeply?juz klik http://saifulislam.com/?p=957
ni lah penyakit abah...umm..sowy sbb x prnh realize abah ade sympthom nie..sbbkan sympthom nielah ktorg x suke abah...tp maaf..ktorg tatau abah...:( semoga ALLAH permudahkan kehidupan abah d sana..
*abah sy still ade ag ea..
a thousand thanx to my en.boyfie:kamey bonyamin
for help ME my family a lot ON dat day...
really appreciate it dear
even da day was a nite mare to me...
thanx dear..nobody can replace ue..
* terharu sgt2 dpt bf cm b..sob..sob
xpenah ade n xkn ade yg cm b..:)
i LOVE U DAMN MUCHHH........
ONLY UE
ONLY UE IN MA LIFE
UR SUCH A MIRACLE DAT HAPPEN IN MA LIFE
UVE CHANGE EVeRYTHINGS IN MA LIFE
thanx for loving me
l luv da way ue are,b
semakin hari semakin sayang
cinta ku
semakin hari semakin bercambah
sayangku pdmu
HAHAHAHAHA....
Jiwang seyyhh..tp 2la
penangan cinta...adess
*syg kmu sgt2...

skrg ni da lps 3 paper..2 more paper to go..adess
ape lah nsb pointer ak sem nie...knun2 nk gempak..last2 haprak...hahaha
madihah oh madihah awat laa ang nie senget?sengal?
hahaha...dak2 laen sume kua g tgk wyng laa..mkn laa ak?
lpk dpn lappy je ngdp FB..LAST2..jeng3x..br teregt..lme gler x update..
oh my blog...
sem pls time final gnie laa ak n my rum8,jija gler blogger...senget kn
org dok kalut pulun stdi,ktorg dok kalut pulun blogging...
hahahaa...mls nk kua sb ujan..agk x suke..bkn x suke ujan tp x suke nk kua bsh2
nk2 sejuk ..better i stay je kt umh..lappy tgk akak tgk lappy...hahaa gempak!!
hahaaha..lapor,tp mlsnyer nk mkn...DIET?? TERINGIN...haha..tp mampu ke?
iskk...en bf syik gelakkan ak jer if ak sebut nk DIET..lau die msg
b: da mkn?
ak rep
syg: diet..
die blh bls
'b ngntok r dgr syg nk diet'..hahaha
kuanggg asom boiii ...
hahaha...jht gler bf ak nie...tp gemok, gemok ak..pendek,pendek ak
yg ni jgk laa die sayam kan b kan????hehe...i love u more!
truly,deeply in love wit ue... semoga kite dapat bersame hingga akhir hayat dunia dan akhirat aminn....
ok laa..got to go...nk shower n mam cket...im on diet..wallah...haha
alamak..br nk uplod gmbr..tp xley..xpelah..next time okee..:))

Friday, April 16, 2010

:: my new besties in merb0k::

dak nie name nye hafiz stephen..
ade ke ptt sales gul kt cs ckp ktorg dik brdik..
isk..rabun ke pe akak oit??hahahaha



ni kwn ak..nadya mustika..die mmg studnet frm merbok..
die da kwin okek..tuh biey die name epik...
she's nice n friendly gul...
tanx 4 evrything babe..
~hugs


nie nurul saffa a.k.a k long
talkative gul..
manje2 gul...
ngeee...
sayunk k.l0ng...
:)


nie effa...die sgt2 baek n sgt2 low profile..n ak pling ske kwn dgn di e sbb die x pnh na mik port sal org laen...n pe yg bez n vast sal die..besday ktorg SAME.....!!!!!!!
2nd of may...3 sto0ges born on 2nd of may..lalalala..
sayunk effa....muahhs.

:: mgu last yg sgt m'menatkan::


MU
even ang da looser cket2..
tp ang ttp mjdi pojaaan atiku..
muhhsss..:)


sengal alam madihah yg amt2..ngeeee





ai my muggy bloggy..indu seyh kt ang uh my blogyy...
lme siot x update..otak ak da mereng da dgn test n quiz yg tah pape mncul di mgu last2 sem..
ade ke cm2?na uat rplacement cluz laa..mcm2...sengal...
ak penat r..bkn robot...
sdey gler...
ptg smlm de test HR..mmg ssh gler thp gabang kot paper tuh..ak dgn bgyenye m'goreng tah pape ramuan n rmph ratus yg ade..sume ak mnfaatkn dgn sebaek2nyer...waaaaaaaaaaa..:-(
penat sgt jd student...na kwin.na kwin.na kwin.hahahahahaha...


tuh broadband ak yg ak sayunk sgt2 da skrg..
( b4 nie ak maki2 n sumph2 die sbb slow cm siput)
muah sayangness kuh..:))








Tuesday, April 13, 2010

:: ble madiha da stat ::




ai my bloggy muggy..ak xsmpt na update pape pn arine...
kind of bz laaa...adess..pg td de test akaun...ade yg ley wat..de yg xley wat...adess..

tp pdn mke r..ak xstadi pulun2 pn...tah...mls gler..
mlm td ade test premiership..hukhukhuk...of coz laa ak xley wat kn...waaaaaaaaa..=_+
tah per je ak goreng td..mcm2 de..goreng sayuq de.goreng ikn de,goreng ns goreng de...
madihah terhebat....
caye laaaaah...:-))



Sunday, April 11, 2010

:: saje xde kije::

free style maaa...:)

aksi posing memosing dpn umh

snap sat b4 p celeb surprise party 4 ma fwen,nadya mustika


yahuu..ak da teror lompat..gler jakun siyot...wakaka
jija..awat ang nmpk slim dowh???





time final liga uitm kedah..p sokong kst oren n him
as fwen..






hi...arinie ari yg sgt m'menatkn...
umm td ak jmpe die...ptt kua mkn ngn afiq tp de kije lak mmt tuh..lmbt..mls ak nk tgu...
da r byk g x stdi....
lam byk2 org,ak t'serempak dgn die...
x sngka ley lak jmpe die kt kdai photostat...ummm
x tgr ak..n jija je yg borak2 dgn die sbb jija da msk dlm nk print...
ak stay kt bngku lua kdi...
tah...ase janggal sgt r...
Ya Allah,
bantulah hambamu ini...
berikan ketabahan dlm diriku ini..
Amin...

*nak masukan gmbr2 sengal2 alam ak...hahaaha

:: test bel a.k.a english::

tgk laaa ak yg lemah n x b'maya..
wakaka
help..sumbody help me..!!!
adesss...xde sapa pn..
kacow..


penat sgt2....adess...mls gler babeng ni..iktkn ati ak nk lik umh trs tdo jer...tp xpe laaa.i need to sacrifice either 1 rite??opp. cost..wakakakaka....
gler r wey...
sok pg test akaun,mlm lak pm...adeeesss...
gantung tali da ak nnt...
tkr campus laa cmni..
xpn tkr kos...hahaha..sengal toi ang madihah...
ya ALLAH...
berikanlah ak kesempatan masa dan bukakanlah pn2 hati hambaMu ini



oren n dadih..juz 4 my lunch..slurrppp....:)



ni gmbr kt kiosk..haha..ngh tgu clas premiership kul2

penat gler kot arine...pg td de test bel..gle mate ak lebam kot thp cipan...
mtk2 r lps..tkt gk ak ngn test bel..
amin....
gmbr di ats da mnunjkn ak tdo lmbt kot..adesss
besa+ bolat gler mate ak..wakakaa
pdn muka!!weekkk..pdn mke ak..
wakakaka...faceb00okk pnye psai laa neh..
tp xpe ak ske chat dgn die....
upsss...t'lbey sudah...
bf org tuh cik madihah oit...
jgn....!!!!:P




Saturday, April 10, 2010

:: wo de hao pengyou a.k.a kwn baik saya::

3 version of me maself n I




pe kejadah nye gle sengal laaa masyuuukkk.....ngeee



sengol-senggolan,cubit-cubitan



my dear new superb vastt hot n spicy bloggy....
since broadbnd da oke..ak pe lgk..stat r merapu kan...
wakaka..gler babeng lme siot x active bloogy moogy neh..hahahaa..
pe2 pn idop kne trs...now ak stdi kt uitm kedah...kt merbok...
jauh kot dr umh ak..tp xpe laa...org ckp kne bljaq smpi ngri china..btoi ka???
hahahaha....
ak kt merbok dpt kwn br,suasana br..n bf????
hahaha...xde yg baru...
acteli de,tp pts d tgh jln..wut 2 do..pe yg brlaku de hikmh d sbliknye..
myb he's not da 1 for me..n myb die xckp baek tuk ak..hahahaa....ak da serik..ak da bosan..ak da bosan...
skrg let me introduce kwn2 ak yg amat sengal n sewel n mereng..dats y laa ktorg ni jd kwn...


1st
nur zawany aka besties sweeties tweeties 4 eva n eva...

deeha cayunk wany


ni gmbr2 ak ngn bff ak kt dngun...nur zawany bt mislin...die asl PJ....die suka mkn..gler r wany..seb bek krus je even 3,4 x shri mkn..hahaha...ak akn mrinduimu..slalu ayt sdey die kt ak.. " awak,kte lapar"..ak ngn rajinnye p t msk nasi or wat cucur...hahahaa..siot je rajen..die xsmbg degree..na kije trs..
ak tau die nk kmpul duit byk2,..na kwin..ahaha..xlaaa..joke je..ak kwn dr pt3 ag,..tp stat close pt4..ak syg sgt2 akak ak nie...die tua 1taun dr ak...sbb die phm ak..even ade r gdo cket2..ala..masakn lidah x t'gigit..inikan kita manusia...huhu..ak wish all da best in her life...madi syggggg wany sgt2...tanx dear 4 being da besties in ma life.....muahhhhhh..induuuueeeee sgt33xxx....(^_^)


missing u a lot



wany n deeha



2nd....
aziza...
minah nie simple n steady orgnye...yg bez sal die nie..besday same ngn ak siot...da r rum8 ak..wakakaka....jija,tanx 4 being my fwen for almost 4 mths...swi laaa ak nie garang cket...tp ak bek ati (smpt g up drik) hahahahaa....




jija sengal madihah senget x jongang..


ade ke nk mkn spray rmbt..x phm toi ak ngn madihah nie..spe laa 2...hahaha...gmbr kt ats tuh br jer mik smlm..after ak p tesco ngn afiq..ni kt umh sewa ktorg kt tmn lmbh bjang indah fasa 4...
sengal jija suh ak posing mik gmbr b4 ak tkr bju..
nk msk lm blog gmbr ak tp ak da mskn dlu gmbr ang..suka3x....
ahahaa..pdn muke..:p



jija n akue..x leh blah jija je msk pic ak lak 2..ptng stim tul..isk


ni kt dpn DS..time nak discuz sal presentation akaun..smpt g..swi r if de yg jeles ngn kami...kami mmg gler posing mosing gler cap kari ali babas nye..wakaka



jija shamsudin aka yoona laa knun..wakaka

jija
ang mmg besh..knl ang ley wat otak ak x b'fungsi kot...
gler sengal...da r ske mik gmbr tah pape..
even ak salo je tikam lidah ngn die nie..
tp die baek cm ak laaa..:P
syg ko..
even sumtime ang ske mrnggek manje2 g2...
ak kn garang gler cm hitler...
ne men manje2 nie...
pe2 pn jge drik elox2 tau..
jgn nkl2...:P




































::my 2nd blog::

i love her


cannot be replace



alwiz be in my pray

my beloved mom
syg ma sgt2....


tadaaaaa.........
here is my 2nd blog for year 2010...ummm acteli xmo daa kenang blog2 yg lepas yg cm xde pape n mengarut...isk...
hehehe....so,da xsabaq na create a new story time in my new bloggy...ngeee...
now let briefing a lil bit bout ma self...my fullname is madihah bt mohamad afandi..was born on 2nd of May..
ak de byk nickname..
time primary skol dorg pgl ak keceq' or ceq'..deeha or skrg got new name..MADIEY..
yelaaa..sbb ak kn pndek
wakakakaka...seyes..ak xpnh kesah pn sal 2..pe yg pnting ak epi sgt2 ngn kwn2 ak..huuhu...then ak asl kelantan darul naim...ak nie anak yatim..
my mom was passed away when i was 20 yrs old...too young rite??
tapi segala yg berlaku ade hikmahnye dan ak redha dgn qoda' dan qoda drNYA..
even ak sgt2 merindui ma ak..even abah ak da kwin laen..even she is so nice n gud wife but still cannot replace my mom in my heart n my soul..
gosh...i miss her damn much.....:(
jeles sgt2 ble kwn2 ckp dgn mak dorg..manje2..sbb ak da xde mak kn..nk mnje2..peluk2...ummmm...so sad.....so sad....
ma,dlu ma de ckp ma xnk g cnvo diploma adik sbb ma nk g cnvo time adik dgree..skrg adik da bjye smbg degree kt uitm merbok...but if adik bis degree,..ma still xde time adik cnvo...maaaaa...
adik sdey ble balik umh k.chik je yg ade.
dlu de gk ma ak kn..ley teman2 smbng dgn ak..tmpt ak story probs ak...kwn gdoh..
umm tp sume tuh da tgll kenangan...idup ku sgt sunyi..
kdg2 ak dpt rasekan my my mom ade dgn ak..ade dkt dgn ak..sdeyyy sgt..ak sdey tp ak xtnjuk..ak hnya mmpu berdoa smoga rohnya di tmptkn di kalangan org2 yg beriman dan beraml soleh serta org2 yg dikshi dan dsygi olehNYA....amin...
MA...
i LOVE u sOO much,,,...
adik indu ma sgt2....
hopes dat u'll be around wit me...
adik tau adik sgt2 nkl..ske lwn ckp ma..degil+keres kpale..ske merajuk..angin 1 bdn...moody je
tp ADIK syyyyggggggg ma sgt2...ketiadaan ma menyahut paggilan Illahi sgt dirasai ma...TUHAN je yg tau..rindu kt ma xdpt d hitung spt hitungnya bintang d langit ma...
tatkala ak m'dgr lagu nasyid tjuk "IBU"..
'brgenang air mata ku...TERBAYANG WAJAHMU YG REDUP SAYU'..
setitik dmi stitik air mate ku mngalir lesu di pipiku...
YA Allah....
cucuri rahmat ke atas roh arwah mak ak
MAZNAH BT MAKHTAR...
smoge Rohnya d tmptkn di klgn org2 yg baik2 dan beramal soleh..
AL -FATIHAH
AMIN



last eid wit my m0m..mish u..:(

my l8 mom wit her 1st grandson 4 da last time