::A HOPE::

B,syg kmu,cinta kmu,indu kamu....

:: Hip2 hurray::

FINAL EXAM FOR CSC SUBJECT ENDED...

alhamdullillah...
dat da only magic word comes out through my mouth in dis evening...
all things run smoothly..hepi sbb stdi..x expect pn skln cm2..tp bleh laa lulus...(nk A??harapan laa ko madihah... crrymrk ciput,,haha)

so,aftr bis exam sggh nk mam nsi aym..tp pkir2 mls laa,..mam laksa suda...hiihi...
then,mlm je dya ajk g mam KFC..che farah ngidam nk mam KFC...ak nie acteli mls..tp pkir2 sume org kua n tade spe pn..baek ak follow..agk TRAUMA cket laaa nk dk sorg2 kt umh..tp BE STRONG..ALLAH kan ade...

so,balik2 umh kms bju...selesai jer,ngtok pn dtg ler...msg EN bf ckp nk tdo..haruslah ngntok sbb ak tdo bpe jam je smlm...BUKAN!!BUKAN!!bkn stdi pn..tp pewot ak wat hal..ak xley tdo..rupenya pewot memulas gler2 babeng..nk hadas besaq..glerr,,,..

skrg pewot ak da kmbli normal..hihi...nsb baek..alhmdlah...:)
Bosan ler nnt sbb jija nk blik umh esk pgi...tade teman nk dgr luahan hati ak..dgr ak cte sal bf ak..dgr ktorg gdoh ari2,,..uwaaa...:(

mlm td sume adik brdik ak lik kmpung..(umh ak laa)..sbb nk wat solat hajat specially wat ABAH..eh abg nik xblik sbb wife die muntah2..trok kot...xpelaa..pregnant kn..:)

semoga abah cepat2 sembuh yer..we ol syg abah dunia n akhirat..amin...

ngtok laa plk...
p/s: syg kmu laa kamey bonyamin...muah..
cam ngntok laa plk nie...adess...nite ebribody...:))

:: 3 magic words::

Love Comments

:: falling with ue::

:: HARI-HARI GADOH..tapi SAYANG::

what is da best word to describe my feeling rite now???argghhhh...dats it.
I LOVE UE,B..

falling for ue,kamey bonyamin

I MISS YOU,B....

B, i will always b your...
no doubt b...only ue in my life..nobody can ever replace ue in ma heart...
ak wat entry ni sbb ak br jer gdoh ngn en.bf ak..ummm...jija rum8 ak pn da penat dgr ktorg gdoh...kdg2 die gelak2 dgr ak gdoh ngn en.bf..manje sgt en.bf ak nie...yelaa..ak kan dk jaoh..tuh die isau tuh...isau ak curang...omg!!ta penah pkir da skrg nie...dluk agk laa player cket..tp skrg ak da nekad da..nk jd pencinta yg setia kt encik bf ak...
SYG B LEBIHHHH laa..

kekdg ak ade ckp... 'b, syg nie bkn ler gojes gler +vast gler smpi ade org nk ngorat..'
die reply..'alaa..b tau laaa..b ni laki.. syg tuh comel laa jgk..mst ade gk yg pndg'...
erkkkkk...lau de yg pndg pn..wut shud i do,b?jerit kt dorg...'hey.im taken..dun ue ever look at me or staring at me....cm2?tah2 nt dorg ckp..'ekeleh...bajet hot?prasan lbih...haha..xke malu 2..xpelaa..dorg nk tgk ke ape kt...lantak laa b..jnji b jer lam ati syg..dun worry b...xkan ade yg dpt goyahkan takhta b lam ati syg...im really2 sure bout dis my dear :))

skrg nie,encik bf ak marah ktku..sbb??ak dok komen2 ngn dak2 laki kt fb..hukhuk..da tau die xske even kwn jer...tp ak still wat gk..ummm..mane die xmrh kn?my mistake gk...but i didn't mean it dear..im so sowy..saje2 jer...komen2 pn xpernh melampaui bts..ak tau die syg ak gler2..tp xkan laa sbb tuh die nk mrh sgt..even ak kol pn die x agkt..text pn,x rply ..ummm.....SERIOUSLY, im damn SAD....

dedicated dis song specially 4 ue,dear..





I Miss You
Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

(I miss you)

:: HARI YANG MEMBOSANKAN::

dinner wit my daddy,my sis and bro in law

ni lah abah shaye yg shaye syg
GET WELL SOON,ABAH.. WE ALL LOVE U TILL DA END OF OUR LIFE

ni lah die buah hati cinta shaye..encik mohd kamey

dirimu dan diriku

finally,ak da stat rajin mem'blog'kan dirik ak..lalala..
arini cm bese tdo bgun kul3 lbh..haha..gler..smlm tgk mubie bis kul6.30am..lau x clp ak laa...gler kn?da bertukar kitaran idop as normal human being..buhahaha..org bgn tdo kul6am,ak br nk tdo..penangan nye,kul2,3 ptg ak br bgn...hahahaa.....arwah MA tau ank die cmner...tp ma bebel jer..x penah mrh..mmm..tbe2 jer indu kt arwah MA...i wish u were here Mom..
REALLY MISS U SO MUCH..

Final Exam 2010 YG SGT2 TAH PAPER

dis is me...hehe

my daddy n my step mom, che sue

hi my blog...
lme gler x ngadap bende alah nie...
juz lets get it started...
ADVANCE INDUSTRIAL RELATION??

APEKAHH????
dis was my 1st paper..my worst worst paper ive ever had...
ummm nsb laa labu..ak pn tatau laaa..xley nk stdi due to my family prob...ak xley nk disclose sgt sbb cm privacy cket..agpn ak xnk tagih simpati org kt ku...ak juz share my prob ngn my rumATE jija n my fwen dya...juz ape yg berlaku ade hikmahnye..da 2x tiket bus ak burn..tp xpe laa...ak redha dgn sume2 nya itu..sume2 yg berlaku akn wat ak n akak ak.atirah menjdi lbh tabah n kuat...kami x slhkn abah,..sbb kami tau tuh bkn drik abah yg sbnr2nyer..tp kami takot..sume yg terjadi pd ari tuh jumaat 22hb 0ct kul3.30am akan tersemat di dlm hati dan x kan pernah kami lupekan..it was a nite mare 4 both of us...antara idop dan mati...KAMI x sangka abah ley wat camtu sdgkn kami nie darah daging abah marah abah d luar kawalan..tp mujur lah ALLAH tu masih ada menolong kami..mungkin anda d lua sane xpnh rase sume2 nie..tp inilah ujian dr ALLAH...KAMI redha dan pasrah dgn ujianNya..experiences will teach us n make me to become more moral n mature person...
THANX A LOT to ENCIK N PUAN NEIGHBOURS...lau xde jiran ak nie,ak tatau laaa cner keadaan skrg nie...*sdey sgt2..ALLAH jer tau...
ABAH saya SAKIT.. bkn sakit tenat..tp ironinye inside himself.. ABAH,sowy sbb x pay attention kt abah before dis ktorg tatau abah ade symptom BIPOLAR DISORDER..
kami xpnh kesah...sbb kami tgk abah sehat n kuat jer...bersemangat jitu..tp RUPA-rupanya ABAH da lame kena symptom nie kami xrealize pn abah..kami xsuke abah sbb abah berubah sgt2..so drastic!!perangai abah panas baran+salu bangga diri+salu ckp besar MACAM2..BUATKAN kami benci abah tp MAAF sbb kami TAK PENAH TAU..tak pernah bermaksud SELAME nie ABAH kne symptom nie...abah lah org penting lam idop kami after MA pergi menyahut seruan ILLAHI hanya doa sahaja mampu mengiringi abah semoga abah tenang d dunia yg baru..

YA ALLAH YA TUHAN
sesungguhnya hanya padaMu
ak memohon
YA ALLAH,
sembuhkanlah penyakit abah ku
bimbinglah abah ku ke jalan yg diredhai oleh Mu
tetapkanlah keimanan dalam hatinya
permudahkanlah kehidupannya
YA ALLAH,
kembalikanlah ABAH kami yg dulu
KAMI sgt2 rindukan dirinya yg dulu
AMIN..
* abah saya masih idop skrg dlm menjalani rawatan. full of his life now depends on his new fwen,medicine..abah kne makan ubat spjg hayat abah.
sedey tp itulah dugaan dan ujian dr ALLAH...

BIPOLAR DISORDER??

it is one of sympthom that will make peep stress,angry n so on..
wanna knoe it deeply?juz klik http://saifulislam.com/?p=957
ni lah penyakit abah...umm..sowy sbb x prnh realize abah ade sympthom nie..sbbkan sympthom nielah ktorg x suke abah...tp maaf..ktorg tatau abah...:( semoga ALLAH permudahkan kehidupan abah d sana..
*abah sy still ade ag ea..
a thousand thanx to my en.boyfie:kamey bonyamin
for help ME my family a lot ON dat day...
really appreciate it dear
even da day was a nite mare to me...
thanx dear..nobody can replace ue..
* terharu sgt2 dpt bf cm b..sob..sob
xpenah ade n xkn ade yg cm b..:)
i LOVE U DAMN MUCHHH........
ONLY UE
ONLY UE IN MA LIFE
UR SUCH A MIRACLE DAT HAPPEN IN MA LIFE
UVE CHANGE EVeRYTHINGS IN MA LIFE
thanx for loving me
l luv da way ue are,b
semakin hari semakin sayang
cinta ku
semakin hari semakin bercambah
sayangku pdmu
HAHAHAHAHA....
Jiwang seyyhh..tp 2la
penangan cinta...adess
*syg kmu sgt2...

skrg ni da lps 3 paper..2 more paper to go..adess
ape lah nsb pointer ak sem nie...knun2 nk gempak..last2 haprak...hahaha
madihah oh madihah awat laa ang nie senget?sengal?
hahaha...dak2 laen sume kua g tgk wyng laa..mkn laa ak?
lpk dpn lappy je ngdp FB..LAST2..jeng3x..br teregt..lme gler x update..
oh my blog...
sem pls time final gnie laa ak n my rum8,jija gler blogger...senget kn
org dok kalut pulun stdi,ktorg dok kalut pulun blogging...
hahahaa...mls nk kua sb ujan..agk x suke..bkn x suke ujan tp x suke nk kua bsh2
nk2 sejuk ..better i stay je kt umh..lappy tgk akak tgk lappy...hahaa gempak!!
hahaaha..lapor,tp mlsnyer nk mkn...DIET?? TERINGIN...haha..tp mampu ke?
iskk...en bf syik gelakkan ak jer if ak sebut nk DIET..lau die msg
b: da mkn?
ak rep
syg: diet..
die blh bls
'b ngntok r dgr syg nk diet'..hahaha
kuanggg asom boiii ...
hahaha...jht gler bf ak nie...tp gemok, gemok ak..pendek,pendek ak
yg ni jgk laa die sayam kan b kan????hehe...i love u more!
truly,deeply in love wit ue... semoga kite dapat bersame hingga akhir hayat dunia dan akhirat aminn....
ok laa..got to go...nk shower n mam cket...im on diet..wallah...haha
alamak..br nk uplod gmbr..tp xley..xpelah..next time okee..:))